The past year has been so baffling, that I don’t even
know what to write about it. Where to start? Saying goodbye to the sweetest
most purest girl. Tracy’s passing really
came as a shock to us all. But in our own way, each of us dealt (and is still
dealing) with it. And through God’s wisdom and healing hands, we’re getting to
that calm place. Where everything makes sense. RIP TRA!!
Then there was the joblessness. LOL. But once
again, my faith kept me going. And therefore I am proud to say, that I have a
permanent job now. Yipeee.Oh oh and I started my own thing. Carmy's :) Pampering you in the privacy and comfort of your own home! How awesome is our God!!!
Furthermore, my best friends got engaged, some had
kids, others reconnected. Some split up and rekindled, and some found new love *cough
cough* hehe. So happy for all of them!
Speaking of friends, lol, lost a group of them
haha. And now you’re probably wondering how do you lose a group of friends. Its
easy. Get voted out by the queen B LOL. Never have I ever been so humiliated in
my whole entire life. Being told I suck financially in bullet point form.
*facepalm How shallow and materialistic does one really have to be to feel that
having money is more important than having friends?? O_O Baffling I tell you!! And
to add insult to injury I was basically told that I’m a leech. How the fuck (yes
I swore) are you a leech when you never turn up empty handed? And just one,
just one weekend were a bit short on cash and decided to stay home?? And how
does that even matter? I tell you how. Geld gatte is wat mens hulle noem. Ek
het nog nooit sulke mense gesien nie. Praat net oor geld, klere, goedere etc. It’s
weird how when you’re on the outside, you finally see what everyone was going
on about? Shiiit. I was blind but now I see hahaha.
On a lighter note, I’m glad that is over, coz it
made me realise, who my true REAL friends are. Come to think of it, I’m
laughing about it. Which means it wasn’t really meant to be. Otherwise I wouldv'e
been pretty bummed out. Thank God for that!!
Lastly, I can’t help but ask. What has 2012 taught me?
Answer: TRUST IN THE LORD! Its 2013 and my Faith is
stronger than ever. And will continue to be so. I’ve learnt to leave everything
in God’s hands. And not to pine and stress anymore. What must happen WILL
happen J Therefore
I want to leave you with these words: “Appreciate those who love you. Help
those who need you. Forgive those who hurt you. Forget those who leave you.” –
Clint Brink
Stay Awesome peeps!!!!
xxx
